Halfway

Before I start today's post with the obvious; my wishlist, I'm going to scream it out... WE'RE ALREADY HALFWAY THROUGH 2018 Y'ALL. Oh my, time flies like bullets being shot downwards, doesn't it? I mean the word 'time flies' is so overrated now because everybody says that all the time almost every year. But damn... this makes me looking back at my goals this early year and I haven't accomplished anything LOL. Definitely not something that I'm proud of. I realize that I have been very lazy, I take less risks and miss a lot of chances that won't come twice. The first 6 months were filled with failure and regrets. Guess I didn't start this year in a good way. But I promise to myself that I'm going to end this year with satisfaction and flying colors. Yeah! Just like a school report, I am the headmaster of my life and how I perform is going to be judged by me too.

I'm in the age where people around me aka my college friends start graduating and doing their thesis. But not me. I'm still trying to improve my GPA and I don't know why but I feel so left out seeing everyday in social media that everyone is taking pictures or videos of them doing their thesis until late at night and I feel so wrong of not doing the same thing. That gives me pressure, until I look at myself and give this poor young woman a light pat. I'm going there, and I'm gonna be there. I have to focus with my current situation and make the best out of it instead of sulking and worrying. I will get there, in my own pace. Social media is not a good friend at times like this because it's either gonna make you laugh or it's gonna stress you out. So I try to avoid my social media especially Instagram. I want to take some rest.

Anyway, it's June! How's life so far, guys? I know if you take a quick look at my wishlist, they're all make-up. It's starting to grow on me and that sucks man. Maybe I can take turns to make a themed wishlist like next month it's going to be my books wishlist, and the next month is travel bucket list, how about that? Just leave a comment down below!

My June make-up wishlist is the very thing that I've been wanting to buy but never had the chance. Also, I'm cheating. Few days ago there were some huge sale going on Shopee and I took this chance to get myself two items; a mascara and a brow fiber. Yes, you guess it right. I already have the most awaited L'Oreal Lash Paradise mascara in my hand! My mom already received it so it's currently waiting for me at home. The other item is the Brow Precise Fiber Volumizer from Maybelline. If I could score a brow pomade in the near future, my brow is going to look lit as f*ck. You guys know that I only use one brow pencil to shape and fill my brows all this time, right? So I really can't wait to try them all once I get home.

All of the items are relatively old. And I don't particularly need nude lipsticks. I mean I am going for the lipsticks but not the shade as in the pictures above. I'm actually looking for an electric blue shade from Colourpop (which I forget the name) and yes, I know, it's not very wearable and not the kind of an everyday color but I don't care because that's the whole point. I just want to have it because blue is my favorite color!

I'm also very intrigued with Jeffree Star's Velour lip scrub because it's edible. I've seen a lot of Youtube beauty gurus casually eating the lip scrub instead of putting it on their lips and so Jeffree himself said that it does taste so good. My natural lip color is dark brown almost with a purple undertone and I look at these beauty gurus they have such pink and smooth lips and I wonder how because they wear lipsticks everyday. And lots of people have told me to just diligently scrub my lips and keep them moisturized so they don't crack. I need it, I need the lip scrub so bad! :(

Sooo, okay! Pretty much I don't have to explain what the rest of the wishlist are. I assume it's pretty obvious? ;p How about you? Do you have any wishlist for June? Please share yours in the comment box below!