Sola dosis facit venenum

H&M little black dress, unbranded shirt, ICONinety9 wedges

"All things are poison and nothing is without poison; only the dose makes a thing not a poison."

My worst behavior has always been this one; jealousy. I'm a very possessive girl. Not just to my love interest, but to my close friends as well. I always feel haunted by the fear of losing my close people. Sure, people come and go. But I'm not one who takes separation well. Thus I get jealous and possessive easily because I'm afraid they will leave me. Maybe this is why I didn't have many friends back when I was still in elementary school. Not only because I was too focused on my education, but also because I was too afraid that if I got attached to one friend, I would have to face the paranoia of losing them as well. Told you I don't take separation well. I personally think jealousy itself is okay. Nothing is wrong with being jealous over your loved ones. But just like the title of this post, the dose makes the poison. Which means, too much jealousy will consume your soul. And that's probably why people don't want to get close to me. Because all that's left in me is the leftover of what my jealousy hasn't consumed.

Anyway, this is the outfit that I wore to watch the orchestra last Saturday night. My friend told me to 'dress up' since it was a formal event. Though I didn't remember seeing lots of women there wearing formal dresses. The sheer top doesn't belong to me. Yes, it belongs to my friend. I was whining at her when I told her I didn't have any dress and didn't know what to wear to such event because I had never been to an orchestra before. I guess I took the 'dress up' too much. What do you think? Is it too much for a simple orchestra?